A different blog. With similar thoughts and similar suicidal tendencies. I dont know why I bothered but it feels like a new start.

A pseudo recovery, I like to call it.

I would like to lie and say the other blog is less negative, less haunted and happier. But the purpose for another blog was only to run away from the memories on here. But I realise it's not much different over there. It's brighter there though, literally. And I'm more honest over there. Because on here, it was always pretty words, drama and denial that came first.

It's time for brutal honesty. To face what's within me. To whine and groan about the injustice of life. And the many other things that bug and tear at me.

Don't follow if you expect a change of scene from this shithole. Don't follow if you are looking for salvation. Don't follow if you're looking for something lighthearted or inspiring.
It's all angst, whines and frustration over there. You have been forewarned.