Never forget how he left you to die.
The nights spent in cold anguish and mental torment.

Never forget how replacable you are.
Never ever let anyone in ever again.
People will leave anyway. No one will ever stop for your story.

You are your writer. A victim of your mind. A puppet of your sanity. Or rather the lack of it.

Keep your heart close. And keep these fears even closer because they are better than these humans anyday. And don't worry, these demons will never forsake you day or night.

Never ever let go of that smile. Because if you live through this, you will have a heart of steel and never have to look back.
It doesn't matter anymore.
But I don't mean it in the bad kind of way.

I'm just starting to get used to this. I'm starting to realise that there are better things and people out there.

It doesn't matter if I'm hurting. Or that you felt the same way back then. Or you didn't.

This time next year we will only be strangers left with good memories. For you at least.

For me? I guess I will wait for another person to come along.
Another person who really cares and whom I really care about.
Its funny how we end up like this.

Its funny how we text more than we talk. How I hate more than I love.

And now all thats left is resentment, hope and disgust.
I never knew they could coexist like this. Just like how I never knew how disappointing you were until we knew each other better.

If it was so easy to tell everyone about us and so easy to forget about me and so easy to send a text instead of talking, then maybe we should leave this place as superficial friends.

If I were that important as you claim me to be then I wouldnt be here writing this.

And I'll bet that you will never realise things will never be the same again. I bet you will never realise that I'm gone until it's too late for either of us to do anything. I'll bet deep down inside you don't give a fucking damn. You never did.

All we do is lie to each other. And I'll tell you what you wanna hear but don't bother talking to me. Because really i cant be bothered to know anything about you anymore.