I have decided. Made up my mind. And nothing you say is gonna make me change my mind.

Truth is, half the time I'm with him, all I wanted was to be you. So that we could all be happy. Because I don't fit in here. Don't fit in the space beside him. And I know you want to be where I am now as much as I want to stay.

And boy, you have no idea how your smile used to light up my heart. But now half the time I'm laughing with you, I'm breaking apart with all the hypocrisy and sin.

I don't think I can do this anymore. Everyone's telling me it's gonna be okay. Telling me to hold on to something that isn't even mine from the start. I had always been a fool. Made a fool out of everything we had. So now it's time to make things right.

So this time, I'm gonna play God. Gonna be a mini Jesus saving my own damned world.