Happiness.
Saturday, June 26, 2010, 8:14 PM
"I’ll never understand how someone can rationalize choosing comfort of knowing over the possibility of true happiness."
-Craig Owens

I always find it so hard to catch your feelings when you're always toeing the line. I thought it hard for us to start anew because of what I felt for you. But I realize I don't really wanna know whether you feel the same as me too. Just thinking of the simplest, unexpected things you say to me gets me through the day. And I think that's what happiness should be. I don't need an affirmation. Or an answer. Because I would be selfish to expect that of you and of what we have. And all I want is to be happy. Even if it is for the briefest moments.

So when the time comes, I'll let you go gently, watch you walk away, and maybe realize that I've already gotten over you.