I feel like shit. It's coming back again.

No matter how much I try, it's not enough. You'll never let me go, would you? Just cut me up and step all over me. Get it over and done with. Why don't you just kill me already? I'm sick of this already

It's another day tmr. I hate this life of monotony and routine. Nothing seems right, even though the pieces are falling into their rightful places. What's wrong with me? I feel like taking a break from everything, and just run away from here. I swear, I swear, that I will get out of this shithole asap.

I need to write. I need time. I need everything that I'm not allowed to have.

I'm sick of everything. I'm sorry, guys.