![]() Hey Dad.
Saturday, May 30, 2009, 4:49 PM
Hey, here's a sixty-four thousand dollar question for you: If I told you I am leaving, will you let me drive away, instead of chasing all your dreams? I never want these moments to lose their clarity. I want them to stay so sharp that I would cut my fingers when I touch them. Hell, I'm not letting go of this pain. I want them to remind me of who you really were. Hell yea, I want to be anywhere but here. I want to be someone else, in another unfamiliar city. Anywhere is better than here, bound by blood and gratitude. Anywhere is better than here, smothering in your love. The biggest mistake in your life was giving life to me. You should have used a condom. What we are now is just a perfect example of the importance of safe sex. As I wake up every morning, this pain, it feels like a headache, and all the words inside my head won't come through. These words that tumble out of my mouth; they string into nonsensical sentences. Those words that are trying to give me life, they don't make sense. Someone, take me to somewhere safe, where their lies and the lights won't find us. |
VICTORIA
I judge alot. I antagonize, evaluate and irritate.I am not perfect. I'm a train wreck, a breathtaking disaster. I'm the picture of misconfigured imperfection, the definition of chaos. I've got imperfection spilling from my open wounds. Don't acknowledge my rights, just dwell on the wrongs. Because the world around me is drawn ugly. By the end of the day, some of you will love me, some of you will hate me. and when it comes down to it, I dont mind which. as long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next. because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through. Trust me, I can make you fly. Trust me, I'm full of lies. Ugly Obsessions.
Screamo. Metal. Hardcore. Alternative. Jrock. Drums. Guitar. Bass. Headphones.
Headbanging. Awesome people. Dimples. Guys with heartbreaking smiles. Acts of spotaneousity. Lyrics. Free-Writing. Dreams. Fiction. Poetry.
Silent nights. Adrenaline. Fear. Eyecandies. Tea. Pokemon. Danny Phantom. Teen Titans. Martin Mystery. Youtube.
Online shopping/drooling. Hoodies. T-Shirts. Jeans. Sneakers.
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